so much for...

~telling you the reasons I love october on the last day of the month
~listing out a bunch of scary words in honor of halloween (ensorcell, phantasmagoria, calculus)
~letting you know how excited I was about going to the white's house to eat pizza and pass out candy and watch scary movies
~sleeping
~keeping it together.

work? work has me crazy. how do these people expect me to do all this in a day? I know I'm superwoman and everything, but for real! There are a limited number of hours, people! And time is kinda like money--you only get to spend it once! I feel like they want me to work three times as fast, but thing is, *I* don't even control how fast these things go, they just take however long they take!!! I have worked extra every day this week--and today will be no different. Thankfully, I get to count every single hour because our work is primarily funded by the government, but who knows when it'll slow down enough for me to use them, and really I could totally use a massage and a nap. And maybe a maid.

and then yesterday, after a fun fun evening watching 28 Weeks Later and having yummy beer, and after getting to wear a glow-in-the-dark necklace that matt bought me at the grocery store, (which is kind of a big deal because I haven't been allowed in the general vicinity of any glow thing of the snap-and-it-lights-up variety since I was like ten because of an incident involving scissors, a lighter, the mind of a kid who loves science and my mother's eyeball) I completely lost it. :( I think I'm stressed out. And I don't like it.

okay, carrie--good things, good things.
~it is thursday.
~this weekend there will be camping. and maybe just maybe hobo dinners.
~tonight is grey's.
~there is still one piece of apple pie waiting for you to eat it.
~thanksgiving is in three weeks!

I will come up with more positive things, I swear. but in the meantime I'm not so thrilled. oh, and I'm getting sick. yeehaw.