so, just got off the phone with the nice lady who asked me about my medical history, and it made me realize that matt is right, because I said these words (in a kind tone of voice) "thank you very much for reassuring me, I know I will be in capable hands, but I also know I'm likely going to be quite anxious about the whole thing, including the needle part."
it's kind of annoying when you prove someone else's point for them unwittingly.
I am extra super really nervous about my surgery that's in a week. It's scarier knowing how I'll likely feel on the way out. I am trying to think of things to keep my mind off of the surgery--I try to "change" what I'm thinking about when it comes up. Any suggestions are welcome.
also, I have a cut on the tip of my right pointer finger. it's from a piece of wire and I got it at work on wednesday. I feel like I must've gotten it EVERYWHERE that would've caused pain--in soap, in the dermabrasion stuff I'm trying a sample of, in the trash while I was cleaning yesterday, I spilled a drop of bleach on it while doing laundry, yeesh! bring on the lemon juice!!! (actually no, please don't!)
I am super duper glad it's friday. This is the longest three day week EVER!
ps-on a happy note, I have lots and lots of thoughtful friends. y'all rule. thank you. :)
