tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9637428.post6663173485334639303..comments2023-10-25T11:59:44.319-04:00Comments on after all the folderol...: not able to be controlled.carehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06869424857406810074noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9637428.post-29629330202844600552011-08-30T22:21:22.598-04:002011-08-30T22:21:22.598-04:00Ok I am waaay behind on reading this blog! I am a...Ok I am waaay behind on reading this blog! I am a complete control freak & "was infertile". It's very difficult to reconcile the whole 'don't have a control over reproduction thing'. Of course then preggo #2 was a total shock (thought I was infertile!) and that's been even weirder esp with timing (due Dec 22?.. never would have wantd that!). I've tried to be positive about the lack of control(better at it now that it's been 6 years since we first started trying for Jaxon) and the people saying dumb things including family! But there's only so much you can do about other people, lol!Mickiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16145585669821100004noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9637428.post-63577443793031177062011-08-11T15:48:45.172-04:002011-08-11T15:48:45.172-04:00I completely identify with this post, Carrie. Whil...I completely identify with this post, Carrie. While Jarrod and I had no trouble getting pregnant, we did have some trouble staying pregnant and every comment, look, thought, smile, was a reminder that we we're pregnant. Or that we were, and expecting a baby is a scary place to be! Timing is important, but the baby will come when the baby is ready. It was not MY plan to be 6 weeks pregnant moving, starting a new job, etc. But that's what happened because we didn't think we'd get pregnant as quickly as we did. And now the rest of my life is completely uncontrollable. And for the first time EVER, I'm okay with that. The peace will come, but for now, I'm praying for you and Matt in this season. You'll miss it someday. :-)LipDom Teamhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17313113579382361636noreply@blogger.com